Sunday, February 19, 2006
im all stuck. no where to go.
To be honest i dont feel okay. well its not because the big argument i had with my parents. They somehow was okay with me today morning. so that was like luck can. anyhow, im feeling. I also dont know what im feeling actually.Im in low spirit, unable to think with clarity and im lost. Im stuck in a maze. i seriously dont know why. I just feel STUCK! im stuck to the ground where i find it hard to move. My mind is making me worse. Jumping to conclusions which are either real or just out of my mind. None of it makes me feel better.Im no longer positive. Negative me? YES YES. if i could run and hide from this stuffs and appear again once they are gone, You guys might see a better natasha everyday. But no, life is full of weird and unwanted things. Especially my life.
i have the ability to cry from now till ever. Whenever i want.
MAYBE im right.
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